stupid...

im jus a stupid...
useless wood...
fei chai...
lan ren...
soli pa,ma...i make u all dissapointed again...
i fail my maths again....soli...
i reli dunnow wat should i do now....soli...
dunnow y...since after form 5..no mood 2 study...everyday jus tink of play play n play only...
diploma..i gt it becus of my little cleaverness plus luck....
after i came 2 UTAR..den only i realise...study its not ez...
reli mus put sum effford in it...
bt then y...y am i still cant jus study hardly like every 1 else...
everyday..eventhought i am awake...i still dun wan 2 go 2 skol..
y am i like dat...tot of dun wan study ad...reli dun have da mood 2 study ad...
bt then wat can i do with diploma cert...find a job n do it da whole life??
i dun wan life like dat...continue studies??
i reli dun have da mood 2 do so also...
summore if i quit now...both of my parents will be totally dissapointed wit me...
n plus wasted their efford..they've done so much in order 4 me 2 continue studies...
da nite is quit...da moon is so lonely without da stars...
i felt so down....so lonely...so tired of dis kind of life...
could sum 1 help me??plz plz.....
give me sum encouragement...
sum advice....i reli..dunnow wat to do now...reli help...