sumtin bout life...

dunnow lah...i write in chinese let ppl scold...i writen in english also let ppl scold...how u all wan wor...zzzz....suan liao la...write in bahasa...boleh??=.=lll
dun care dun care...write in english better...more ezier 2 write...

2 day...fucking sian....go out...dunnow do wat....
stay at home...more sian...so i choose 2 go out...bt most of all..i would like 2 say thanks 2 ah fei..
reli reli thank you lah...thanks 4 helping me out...i promiss u dat i will remember it n repay u with more....thanks...

jus now...chat wit sum 1 dat i've jus know....he told me many tins about life...be 4 dis...i tot i know many tins...seen many tins...bt then when i chat wit him...den only i know...wat i know is jus feather compare 2 wat he have seen..
he asked me...watz da meaning of life...
living for other ppl??
living for yourself??
living for responsible??
den i was jus stun at there...dunnow wat 2 reply...cus i nvr thought of that also...
den he said...its normal dat u still dunnow...u still young...still gt many tins u ned 2 learn...
he says...be 4 dis when he was a direct sales...he used 2 tink of $$ is everytings...
family is second...everytin he c is jus $$ n $$ n $$...
bt then by da time he lost his brother...he regreated...he sayz...if i gt 2 chose again...i will choose 2 accompany my family...n now i was stuck at here..dunow either 2 choose my family 1st or $$ 1st...he told me bout a story...bout 2 brothers...quite meaningfull..here is how it goes...
there is this 2 brothers...living at 80th floors...
both of them also is working 2 gether...so off day also 2gether lo...
den 1 day they planned 2 go for hill climbing...
on dat day...they when out...climbing hills...by da time they come back...
da lift under maintainence....so wat 2 do...use da stairs 2 climb up 2 80 floors lo...
they climb climb...untill 20 floors..they started 2 gt tired....cus with all da bags n gear...
so 1 of them suggested...y dun v put down our bags n gear at here...den come back n take it when da lift is operate again...den the other 1 sayz ok a....
so they put down the bags n gear...started 2 climb again....
when reached 40th floors..they was relax a bit lo..cus without da bags n gear...
den they started 2 quarrel...be cus of u lah..dint check 4 da notice...make me have 2 climb 80th floor..becus of u lah...say wat go climbing hills...den quarrel quarrel...reached 60th floors....
den they said...ei..stop quarrel lah..im tired of dis kind of conversation ad....jus climb 2 da 80th floors quitly ba...den all along da way 2 da 80th floors...they kept quite..n jus climd....
by da time they reached...da brother make a pose of letting his brother open da door...
bt then...his brother saiz..huh??i tot da keys is with you all along...
actually da keyz is at da bag then laied at 20th floors..

dis story tell us bout life...when u tin of it...in da 1st 20 years of life...ur carrying a burden dat ur family r giving u...they asked u 2 finish diploma...finish degree...finish spm...n then after dat...
ur free...cus u finished wat they asked...n now ur free 2 do wat ever u wan...n then by da time u reached 40...u started 2 complain dis n dat...u started 2 sayz...if only i knew...i would have be dis or that...n then when u reached 60th..u will started 2 become quite...tired of complaining...tired of whining...n by da time u almost die...u will tin of what u haven't do...or what u have wanted 2 do...bt then wait...when do you planned 2 do it??it was ofcourse in ur 20th rite??
so now...appreaciate tins...used ur heart 2 enjoy nt jus ur body....tink back...what u've done...
when he sayz till here...i was jus silence at there...dus i reli dunnow wat 2 say...i was tinking what i have done for my 21th years of life...nth...reli nth....im jus living meaningless..empty...
he sayz...once he asked a guys...ei..after u graruated liao...wat u wan do for living??
den da guy answer...everytins lo...i wana know all da tins....
den he asked again...ok..u wan do all da tins..bt then by da time u reached 30th..u still havent earn $$ will you be nervous??
ofcourse lah....sure de ma...
den he sayz...ok lah..u c har...now ur ad 20 sutin after u graduate..den...still gt 8-10 years 4 u 2 gt 30th...den if u reli wana learn tins a...1 years for each jobs..by da time u reached 30th..u still swithing jobs...still nt stable...n den u jus only manage 2 do for how many jobs?? 8?? 10??
wat for...u c all da millioniers...they only stick at 1...n they sucess in it...n y is dat....its cus ur mind concept....if u tin u can...u will sure can...like 4 example...for the colour red...when u all look at it..u all will sure sayz its red...n y is dat...y it isn't black or sumtin else...its becus ur told dat its red when da time ur born till now....n now...if i tell u dat...go do dark tins...."lou pian men"...
n i've been tells u for 5 years...u will sure go n do de ma....datz becus of ur mind....
althought u might sayz dat i wont dis n dat...bt diu...i also gt say be 4 lah..i wont smoke wan..
no matter wat i also wont smoke....bt now...smoke like my life only...no matter wat also i will smoke....n dat is wat u reli wan...no matter wat....even u dun have $$ also u will find a way 2 smoke...n y is dat...cus its sumtin u reli wanted...n when u wan sumtin...u will reli going 2 find a way 2 gt it n stick on it....its jus like a girl u like....u wan 2 ngam her...bt then ur scared of being reject...scare of dis n dat....n dat means u do not like u nt reli want her....its jus dat u have gud imation at her only....there r difference between like n gud imation u know....sum 1 u like doesn't mean dat u have gud imation at her...maybe u like her 4 her attitude...like her for her looking....
n do you know dat??
there is once a lecture...he asked sum ppl 2 ply a games...write down 10 tins datz most important in ur life..n write in according 2 da most till da less most....den sum of them write..
$$ come 1st lo..follow by family...den carrier....den friends....den loves...n den.....
ok now...da lec sayz...$$ come 1st...ok...by da time u ned 2 choose between $$ n family...wat will choose??sum of them says directly...of course family lah..bt then y izzit ur putting $$ at 1st??
den again...when u have 2 choose between ur family n ur carrier...wat will u choose now??
family??n datz y u still havent success till now.....
friends n carrier??? will u betray ur friends for ur carrier??n in da end...da less most..will probably become da most important....n datz becus u still cant sucess...u havent decided where 2 go n wat 2 choose 1st...
hmp now...have you ever been betray by u friends??nope??in dis world...
there r ppl dat will betray u...ppl dat u trust...ppl dat u care....by da time comes there r only 2 wayz u will choose...
1 is choose nt 2 trust da ppl around you...
n da 2nd 1 is 2 tink it another way....u still trust...bt nt all of them...cus u know..there r still gud friends..dun because of a tree chop off da whole jungle....
u know y is dat u dun have da mood 2 study??
datz becus of ur mind concept...u know dat even thought u cant finish ur studies..ur family still can support u..they still can raise u..n becus of dat u dint worry bout tins...
u have da benefit of all dat u ned..y dun u used it...u might sucess is ur life...dun waste it....used it wisetly....n 1 more tins...ur 2 quite lah....u should have talk more...dare dare share ur idea...
n u kept on like dis...u will lose in buisness..cus u 2 soft...ppl bully u..u also wont say a tins...
be brave...dare dare say out wat u tin...n ur point...no ppl will laught de...u must reli change ur attitude if nt u will surely be bully when ur in buisness..
n i've been talking so much...wat do u tin...bt then again...im nt 100% correct...no 1 is...
if u tin im jus craping...den forgot bout it..dun mind it..
by da time he finished...i was still stunning at there...tinking....
revising wat he've said...thought bout wat i should do...n wat i ned 2 do now...
as a conclution...dint sleep 4 da whole nite....tinking...
its time 4 me 2 change...he is right bout 1 tins...i am reli quite quite...ppl bully me..i also wont say a tins..cus i alwayz tin dat work prove more den sayz..bt then again...sumtimes...if u dint sayz ppl reli dunnow....cus they nt da worm in ur heart...
ok lah...stop talking ad....sleepy liao...nite nite....

我以为 wo yi wei...

ermm...sum songs dat i like veli much..

hopefully u all will like it too..

我以为

演唱：品冠

你总说不想有天让我知道,

你对他,有那么好. 你说会懂我的失落,

不是靠宽容, 就能够解脱.

我以为我出现的时候刚好,

你和他, 就说要分开.

我以为你, 已对他不再期待,

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔, 能给你整个宇宙,

我以为我能全力 填满你感情的缺口,

全心陪在你左右. 弥补他一切的错,

也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.

我以为终究你会慢慢明白,

他的心 已不在你身上,

我的关心, 你依然无动于衷,

我的以为 只是我以为.

我以为我的温柔, 能给你整个宇宙,

我以为我能全力 填满你感情的缺口,

专心陪在你左右. 弥补他一切的错,

也许我太过天真, 以为奇迹会发生.

他让你红了眼眶, 你却还笑着原谅,

原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.

我以为我够坚强, 却一天天的失望,

少给我一点希望, 希望就不是奢望.

我以为我的温柔, 能给你整个宇宙,

我以为我能全力 填满你感情的缺口,

专心陪在你左右. 弥补他一切的错,

也许我太过天真, 以为奇迹会发生.

他让你红了眼眶, 你却还笑着原谅,

原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.

我以为我够坚强, 却输的那么绝望,

少给我一点希望, 希望就不是奢望.

@ Day WiTh sOh@i....

jerr......nt fun de..say wan go skol ad de ma..
how come da alarm kenot wake me up de...wtf wtf wtf...
how come like dat de...haizzzz...
sure going 2 let my lao po scold ad...yesterday still promiss her 2 go skol de....
haizzzz...nvm nvm...dint go is dint go liao...
suan liao...go eat...aik..forgot ad..2 day promiss me de fren wan go sg wang de..
after he call me den only i remember...haizzz..old liao..so forgotfull..
den quickly change..take a bath..den run out ad...
dint gt 2 eat...T_T...
bt actually hor..its me ask them out de..i forgot...hehe..
after go leh..direct go low yat...
cus i wan buy keyboard...
be 4 dat leh...go eat fish fin bowl..nt gud also..
bt atlease gt sumtin inside da stomach lo..
fuhh..at there go 2 da 1st shop...jibet...

da worker there so lanci..ask him tins..dun wan tiao me wa...

suan liao...tulan..go other place buy...

go other place find here find there..wa so many type de wa...

some gt light under da key..some even gt air purifier...

yeah...n da price also yeah....

bt still not my type of choice...

my demand ez nia ma..jus wan soft keypad..

plus sum function key nia ma...

so hard de meh...zzzzzz
choose till i almost give up de time..den aik...
found sumtin loks like wat i demanded..
bt its in maroon coulor de...wtf...ned like dat ma....
gt blue summore...bt then y no silver de...
fortunately there is 1 at da bottom there...
yeah yeah yeah...i almost buy da maroon wan ad..
yeeeaaahhh...buy liao...so soft lah the keypad...
plus gt funtion key dat i wan also...
hehe....
ehhh.....after buy liao..do wat wor??
ermm...kia lo...go buy donut lo... J.CO donut...
my favourite...hehe...bt then...
when on da way 2 pavilion..
i asked..wan go high class de complex ma??
let u c da only outlet of LV...in malaysia...
[frenz] ehh...ok lo...kia lah...paiseh wat wor....
i wear sliper also dare dare go nia..
[me] ok lo...kia lo..

den after get inside of Star Hills Galery..

[frenz] wtf..how come so stressfull de...
its like ppl watching me only...
[me] abu u tot a..u c da design..jibet...wear sliper lah...
plus u know infront is JW Marriot ma?
[frenz] JW Marriot????xia mi tung tung??
[me] ni sohai a....JW Marriot also dunnow...5 star hotel u know???
[frenz] reli bo..dun lie me hor...
[me] zzzz...lie u gt $$ earn ma??ket ket go out lo...paiseh leh...

after gt out...

[frenz] hmp...so wat...u wait till 1 day...when i am rich..i booked up da whole hotel..
let u all ply inside...u wan wat girls...japanese?? chinese??western??
jus say nia....
[me] pui...wai till u rich only say dat 2 me lah...dun later me hire u pulak...noob...
[frenz] fuk u...call me pro....
[me] pro lin meh..pro...pui...

chat chat chat..reach pavilion ad...
go walk walk around den go buy da donnut....

[me] trust me...da donnut reli delicous de...
[frenz] reli bo...dun lie me hor....
[frenz] later dun gud kill gao u...

when reach J.CO donut...

[frenz] wtf...reli so gud ma???so many ppl que de??
[me] abu...last time i come que 4 half n hour....bt its worth it...
trust me leh....
[frenz] ok lo...we'll c.....ui...thirsty leh..wan go buy drinks....
[me] ohh...ok lo..me n him go buy drinks...u que here...waakaka...
u wan wat drinks...hehe...kia..
[frenz] kia kia..
[frenz] wa kao...i wan 100 plus...
[me] okok...

go there...tot of watson gt sell water...bt only stuff..no water de...
den go other shop...c da price almost da same as da food court de..
sian..go back food court...buy drinks...

[me] har???no 100 plus a??(dis time tiao lo,sure kena ad)
[frenz] nvm nvm...7up gei ta...he dunnow de...
[me] o ok lo..7up plz...
ehhh...he still long de wor...go sit for a while 1st ba....
[frenz] wa u reli dun wan tiao him wan a??
ok lo sit 1st at there also ned wait.hehe..
[me] okok...5 minute hor....

after 10-15 minute...

[me] ui kia lo...times up ad...
[frenz] times up wa..ad pass so long ad lo....
[me] hehe normal lah...

go back there...aik...almost its his turn ad....

[me] buy how many wor?
[frenz] cin cai lo..a dozen lo...3 ppl...each gt 4...ok??
[me] okok....
[frenz] lai lah...who scare who wor...as our dinner...

[me] ehh..i wan glazzy 3..don mochino 3...alcapone 3...n why nut 3..datz all...
[waiter] ok...ya...

after buy leh...go back lo...yeah yeah...so happy lah...
gt donut plus new key board also...
sian a...so slow de a da bus....finally back at wangsa ad....
wtf....raining heavily wa...
zzzz...run 2 da nearest restourant restourant wangsa maju[under lrt]...
at there eat our donnut...

[frenz] emmmmm....nice leh da donut...
[me] abu..tot i lie u all de ah...i ad said wat...its worth waiting...rite??
[frenz] yaya...even wait 4 an hour also is worth it.
[frenz] walau ehhhh...wat 2 say...tumbs up man...tumbs up..so fking delicious lah...
how they do dat...so gud...
nex time...when gt go sg wang...sure mus go buy....
[me] hehe...my favourite leh...remember us also when u go...
jibet a...da rain wont stop de a...how go back wor...
[frenz] wait a while 1st lo...wat 2 do....

after 30 minute...

[me] ui...tired ad leh...still raining so heavy....
[frenz] =.=....kia lah kia lah..run back lah...
[me] kia lo dun wait lo...

run run run..finally back home ad...take a bath...
rest a while...ejnoying my stomach...plus my new keyboard....
so happy lah....yeah yeah yeah yeah.....
den i suddently gt sum idea...go download songs...
50's-70's songs..hmhmm...download 36 songs at a time....
gt sumtin like..smoke gets in your eyes...love me tender...yesterday...hey june...
only you...plus plus...
downloading de time...ned wait summore....so tot of go snooker..call kaki...he jibet de...
say he wna bath 1st..ok lo...wait wait wait...cb....1hrs ad wor...
[me] jibet u bathing or ta sui qiang??
[frenz] soli soli...wan mei gt tins 2 do..veli fast de...
[me] walan...i wait 4 1hrs liao...den only u say...
[frenz] veli fast de...wan finish ad...

10 minute later...

[frenz] i go bath now liao....wait a while...
[me] zzzzz...sohai...noob....jibet ren....
[frenz] weeeeeeeeeeee....ui later teman me go lrt...i wan go lrt 1st...
wan go take $$ no $$ liao....
[me] dai ko..now raining leh...how go wor...
[frenz] u de house gt rain only ma...where gt wor....
[me] ni sohai a...my house beside ur house only...me de gt rain u de dun have wa....
go bath lah...talk so many....cb....

after another 10 minute...
hehe open me de song...'smoke gets in your eyes' loud loud...
let all ppl passing my house listen..n curious...cus i living at 1st foor only...
plus my room de window facing da condo's corridor...
n my computer next 2 da window....wakakaka...
yeah yeah...
snooker gei ta..after dat leh...tired ad...lazy type so many ad...
u all dun sian i also sian..type till sian....sleep...
2molo reli ned 2 go skol ad..wake me up plz....alarm!!!!!